PerfectSlaveS

Life Changing

2011-10-26T23:22:00.011+08:00

Haven’t been updating my blog for a long time...Been busy with life, family, love, study and business ^^

I’m sure most of you know that I’ve been doing Herbalife as a part timer. Well, I’m glad I met Herbalife and I’m proud that I’m part of it.

Why?

As stated in the title, Herbalife is a life changing company! And it does completely change my life! And I love it!!

What happen to me?

Before Herbalife, I’m just a typical university student, who went to class on every weekdays, sometimes classes on weekend, skipping classes, playing in the class, disturbs the “geeks”, copying assignments, quizzes, exams, playing GAMES on most of the time, hanging out with friends, blogging, Facebook-ing, twitter-ing,and numerous others.

Before Herbalife, I'd never think of my future. For me, student’s life is only about studies and stuffs. You only need to think about your future, AFTER you graduated. Enjoy life as student!! You've got nothing to worry about. You've got JPA or PTPTN or FAMA (father and mother) to back you up. Just graduate with flying colors and you will eventually get a good job and you can start your difficult life after that. If you missed your student life, you’ll regret it in the future, for not enjoying all those fun moments without any problems and responsibilities.

Believe it or not, that’s what I thought before.

I'd never had a BIG DREAM before. For me, it's okay to stay low and live your life moderately. I'm not the type of students who would ask money from my parent. If I've got no money, I'll cut my expenses. If I'm hungry, I'll eat instant mee or cook some rice, fried some egg, pour a little soy sauces and eat them everyday. Be it 1 or 2 months. That's it! All I need to do is SURVIVE!!

But being in Herbalife, I realize that I have to make a jump to actually change my life towards betterment. "Don't adjust yourself to be able to survive in the environment, but adjust yourself to be OUT of the environments".

Lots of things happened, been dragged into Herbalife, been forced to listen to all talks in HOM (well, I guess many Herbalife distributors are just like me in their early time: P) became a supervisor, plugged into the systems, training after training, events after events, booth after booth and the MAGIC actually happens.

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Before Herbalife, I’m an overweight person. I weighed about 86-87kg at 179cm height. I’ve been trying on diets, exercises, calories intake control and all, but never been disciplined enough to constantly practicing all those. As a result, I’ve never successfully been less than 80kg.

I'd always run away from any camera. Being fat and unsatisfied with my looks had turned me into a timid person. I would rarely be outstanding or been exposed to any publicity especially on the internet. I will definitely put myself out of frame or hiding behind others. Untagging my pictures from Facebook whenever candid pictures appeared had been my regular jobs. (I've never revealed this to anyone else before ;D )

But with Herbalife, after SERIOUSLY taking up the products, I’ve lost over 7kg in just 5weeks and lost 15kg in total, up until now. Not just losing my weight, I shaped up and change my shirt sizes from XL to L or even M. Also changed my pants sizes from 39 to 33...=)

One of the problem I faced after that, is finding the old picture of me while still being BIG. I had to spend some times stalking other people's album picture. =p

In the first month in Herbalife which is on May 2011, I‘d my FIRST FLIGHT ever to Herbalife Extravaganza in Bangkok. I’ve never imagined of me, am actually getting on plane and WENT OUT of Malaysia for the first time. As long as I can remember, the farthest place that I’d been away from Malaysia was Padang Besar, Perlis (the Malaysian side of the Malaysia-Thailand border)

Not just that, I applied for my passport for the first time!! I never imagined that I would need to apply it in my student’s time. (I was only planning on applying it when I will be going for Umrah or Hajj before =D)

Along the flight, I was excited and thrilled. I’ve been taking lots and lots of pictures of the outside scene, clouds, cities and all. I’d also been to the plane’s toilet and experiencing the so called “p*ssing while flying”. Call me pathetic~~ I don’t care!! Come on, it’s my first time on everything. XD

In Extravaganza Bangkok, I’ve met thousands of Herbalife distributors all around Asia Pacific. And guess who else I met there?

It's our beloved Sis Wawa ;D

Not just that, I’d also seen Dr. Louis Ignarro, the ONLY LIVING NOBLE PRIZE’s winner,

and also Herbalife CEO, and former president of Walt Disney, Michael O Johnson.

In September 2011, we qualified for World Team School training in Herbalife University, Korea. Well, I couldn’t imagined of me been to overseas for 2 times in a year with less than 4months intervals. We went to Korea for training for 3 days, and 4 days of travelling...6 hours of flight doesn't really bores me as I'm still excited been on plane. Met new faces and made lots of new friends. Had Nasi Lemak on flight too ;)

Honestly, I couldn’t enjoy Korean’s foods so much except for their rice, seaweeds, milk (drink this a lot), prawn burger, ginseng chicken soup and “spicy fresh Tuna (simply delicious!!)”. Kimchi? I can’t really eat that. Not my type...Haha..However, I did learned on how to make Kimchi =D

I really treasure Korean scenery, weather (it was during early Autumn) and buildings. One of the places that I loved so much is the Nami Island. Let pictures do the talks. ;D

Herbalife also taught me of leadership, motivations, communicational skills and friendship where I doubt I would be able to find it somewhere else. Actually, there are lots of other things that I get from Herbalife such as lifestyle, attitude, money and more. But I’ll save it until the day I became the SPEAKER in any Herbalife events. Attend the events and make sure you don’t miss it =P

What are the side effects of taking Herbalife?

2011-06-12T15:06:00.011+08:00

Bismillah,

“What are the side effects of taking Herbalife?” This has been the most popular question to be asked by our customers.

And I always, always, always answered them with these “questions”.

Herbalife is actually a well-balanced nutritional food. What would be the side effects of consuming healthy foods? Is your body going to blow up because it can’t tolerate healthy foods? Or healthy foods can’t provide you with enough energy and you’ll faint after eating them? You think so?

Then what are the side effects of eating other foods? What are the side effects of eating Nasi lemak and roti canai for examples? And other such foods with high fats, high sugar (flour->starch->sugar),and high calories? have you ever questioned it before?

NOPE. right?

And some of them would desperately respond, “But I read about the negative side effects of Herbalife from THIS ANTI MLM blog”.

And I’d say, well you say it yourself! It’s an ANTI-MLM blog. Of course it would shows ONLY the negative parts of Herbalife as a MLM’s company. He would willingly dig out any negative aspects of Herbalife and neglecting the facts that Herbalife had actually helps millions of people around the world. Let me explain this situation in a simple metaphor;

Let say, if there is one man who wanted to know about Islam. He is searching for answers about what is Islam and what is in it? He heard about Islam from people around him, but without ever asking them more about it, he tries to investigate it by himself.

SUDDENLY

He heard that there will be a speech RELATED to Islam, and he went to that PLACE. It was a big white building with few people in it. He sat on one of the seat and starts to listen to the speech. Everything he heard about Islam in that place is something negative such as terrorism, evil, blasphemy and so on. After finished listening to that speech, he felt terrified with Islam and he knows that he must stay away from it and prevent his family from Islam. So, he went outside of the building, looking up and he saw a huge signboard; stating – C.H.U.R.C.H.

What do you understand from this? Yes! If you want to know about something, go to the right sources! If you want to know what Herbalife is all about, go to the person you’ve heard of it from and try to attend any of the events and evaluate them yourself. I won’t ask you to believe everything that was told, because I know each and every one of you is matured enough to decide it for yourself. So, don’t just LISTEN AND TRUST, but evaluate them using your own senses.

And after you attend the events, learn and evaluated them, IF you are still saying that Herbalife is NOT suitable for you, then, you may take your own way. We won’t force anyone to believe what we’ve been saying.

Some of the customers would also ask “What would happen if I stop taking Herbalife later on”

I’d still ask; “What would happen if you stop taking on healthy foods?”

If you stop on consuming Herbalife, but you have ENOUGH TIME TO PREPARE healthy diets by eating more fruits and vegetables, more fish, more proteins, less fats and less sugar, calculate the amount of vitamins and minerals that you body actually needs, and prepare the actual amount of calories that your body needs in an active/rest day, then I’d say, you may stop on taking Herbalife.

In Herbalife, we just let our scientists calculate all those things, and we simply drinks our shake~

BUT

If you stop on taking healthy foods, AND returned to your old habits of unhealthy diets, full of fats and sugar, high cholesterol and calories, then, what do you think would happen???

DO I EVEN NEED TO DIRECTLY ANSWERING THE ENTIRE QUESTIONS?

MY ANSWER: NOPE.

(owh, I Love being sarcastic ;p)

How I lose 7kgs in 5weeks? (Some sharing for those who just started on using herbalife products)

2011-05-22T20:38:00.015+08:00

Firstly, you need to know your "why"!
1) Why do you want to lose/gain weight?
2) Why you are willing to pay such money to get the products?
3) Why you choose herbalife?
and many more why...always ask yourself those questions as they may motivates you in any confusing situation that you may encountered.

Next, count every calories intake and master them.
But first, make sure you know your Basal Metabolic Rate(BMR)! ( Get those from your personal coach)
Make a calculation of the difference between your daily calories intake with your BMR and you can actually know how much weight you lose/gain in a day.
Example:
your BMR (at rest) : 1800kcal
your daily calories intake: 1200kcal
Formula: 300kcal = 0.25kg
--> 1800-1200 = 600
therefore, you will lose about 0.5kg on that day..
--BUT WAIT--
Did you realize the word "BMR(at rest)"?
That means, if you go to gym, or do some minor exercise, you will actually lose more kilos than that.
Just make sure you don't exceed your BMR as the effect might be turned upside down, if you know what I mean ;p

Luckily, we've got our SHAKE!
What so special about them?
They provide full nutritions(vitamins, minerals, proteins, energy) that are NEEDED in sufficient amount as required by our bodies in AMAZINGLY LOW CALORIES.

Did you know that 1 piece of fried chicken has a 300+kcal and it only gives you protein, oils and fats?
BUT
If you added 2 spoon of F1(tropical) + 1spoon of F3 + soy milk + oats + dates + sunquick(mandarin), the calories would not even exceed 300kcal for 1 meals...and it will provide all the nutritional values that are needed by our bodies. And of course, it will prevent you from hunger. The tastes are great too (Those are my favourite shake recipe :p)

Therefore, If you replace your breakfast and dinner with shakes, how much daily calories intake would that be? Lets do some calculation (assuming our shake are 200kcal).
Breakfast : Shake+fruits = 250kcal
Lunch : Rice+Fried Chicken+ Some Vegetables = 55okcal
Dinner : Shake = 200kcal

So, calories intake on that day = 250+550+200 = 1000kcal
your BMI = 1800 (normally for Man)
Total = 1800-1000 = 800kcal
Total weight lost: (800/300)x0.25 = 0.67kg
You may lose about 700g per day..isn't that amazing??
Imagine if you replace all your meals with healthy shake (200x3 = 600kcal)
Then, you can lose your weight at higher rates. Think about it!

Another important step is to DRINK LOTS OF WATER!!
This is a very crucial step in ensuring your success.
Shake is like your DETERGENT that you use to clean your clothes. You need accurate amount of water for it to do its job.

Water plays an important roles in maintaining our bodies condition.They CLEAN our systems, help to ABSORB nutrition and also important in REGENERATION of cells.
Our body system that is created by Allah is very unique. if you drink less water everyday, your body will start to keep the water in your body. Thus, creating a body stature called "Gemuk Air"..In this form, your body will become pulpy and "menggelebeh"..So, it is important to drink a lot of water so that your water content will become stable and your body will be in a good shape.

REMEMBER!
for every 25kg of your weight, you need to drink at least 1 litre of water per day.
If you weighted 75kg, then you need to take 3 litres of water per day.

Next step, try a PROTEIN diets. Consume lots of PROTEIN, less CARBOHYDRATES and lesser FATS.
Excess carbohydrate will be stored as glycogen,and eventually formed fats..but excess proteins will be released through urination. Therefore, you can eat proteins as much as you can.

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All of the above are useless unless you have a DISCIPLINE!!!!
For things to change, you have to change first.
If you did not follow what your PERSONAL WELLNESS COACH said, then, I would like to ADVICE you to STOP taking Herbalife.
Because you are actually wasting your money on the products expenses and when you didn't get good result from it, YOU might be blaming OUR products for your own fault.
Herbalife has over 65 Millions satisfied customers all over the world. If they can get their desired results from Herbalife, then why don't you?
All you need to do is, be DISCIPLINE with your diet, follow what are instructed by your coach, and YOU WILL GET WHATEVER RESULTS THAT YOU WANT!
"To eat is necessary but to eat intelligently is an art/study that you must learn"

BUT!!!
If you do exactly what we have been advising you and you still can't get the results that you want, contact your coach, and Herbalife will give you 30-DAYS FULL MONEY BACK GUARANTEE!!!(even if you have finished the products! - just returns the empty cans)

Thats all that I can share!
I can do it, so do YOU!!
Wishing you all the best in your journey.(remember to take photograph of you BEFORE and AFTER taking those products)

It is POSSIBLE, It is NECESSARY, It is HARD, but it's WORTH to be done!!

If You Need My Coach, contact me - 0139468784

Think!

2011-04-23T18:11:00.005+08:00

1) There was a man who made a living selling balloons at a fair. He had all colors of balloons, including red, yellow, blue, and green. Whenever business was slow, he would release a helium-filled colorful balloon into the air and when the children saw it go up, they would wanted to buy one. They would come up to him, buy a balloon, and his sale would go up again. He continued this process all day.

One day he felt someone tugging at his jacket. He turned around and saw a little boy who asked, "If you release a black balloon, would that also fly?" Moved by that boy concern, the man replied with empathy, "Son, it is not the color of the balloon, it is what is inside that makes it go up."

2) Someone once approached Blaise Pascal, the famous French philosopher and said, " If I had your brains, I would be a better person." Pascal replied, "Be a better person and you will owned my brains."

David and Goliath

2011-04-22T15:17:00.005+08:00

Maybe some of us already knew about the story of David and Goliath. There was a giant who was bullying and harassing the children in the village. One day, a 17-year-old shepherd boy came to visit his brothers and asked, "Why don't you stand up and fight the giant?" The brothers were terrified and they replied, "Don't you see he is too big to hit?" But David said, "No, he is not too big to hit, he is just too big to miss."

The rest is history, in the end, David did killed the giant with a sling. Same giant, but with different perception.

Moral of the story:

Our attitude determines how we look at a setback. To a positive thinker, it can be a stepping stone to success. To a negative thinker, it can be a stumbling block.

When our attitude is right, we realize that we are all walking on acres and acres of diamond. Opportunity is always under our feet. We don't have to go anywhere. All we need to do is recognize it.

When people don't know how to recognize opportunity, they complain of noise when it knocks. the same opportunity never knocks twice. The next one may be better or worse, but it is never going to be the same one.

[Adapted from "You Can Win"- Shiv Khera]

Experience is the best teacher

2011-01-03T09:04:00.015+08:00

01-01-11
It was my first experience of hardship in the highway since I first bought this bike. Luckily it happens at kilometer 197.2..near "tempat haram turun Berkelah (kilometer 199.7)"
I'm attending my friend's wedding at Temerloh. This incident happens on my way back to Kuantan. I'm considered lucky to only have to walk for 20km+ only.
What exactly happens? Let pictures do the briefing~
Yes, it happens as U think it is. My bike's chain accidentally stuck at the sprocket and forcefully stopped my bike. Luckily, I managed to control the bike from fell and luckily i didn't "fly" at that time. Note that I'm at 140km/h at that time. It's a mere luck that the bike didn't stopped in a sudden. Instead, it moves and did severe damage to both chain and sprocket. All praises to Allah. Most of my friends are also shocked that I'm still alive (~~cursed them!haha~~)

After the incident, I waited for help. Lucky again that the emergency phone is just a 100meters away. I walked to the booth, looked at the booth and completely blurred on what to do. Yes! it's my first time to ever walked that near to the booth~ However, there's only 2 buttons on that booth, I clicked on both buttons and hear some sound like "dialing". I tried for about 5minutes, but no one answered my call. :/

I observe the booth and saw an emergency phone number printed on it. However, my phone doesn't work on calling (as mentioned on my fb page). Then, I think that I should work out on something. I searched for tools that may assisted me. I remembered I just threw the tools out because I don't really know how to use them.(and I think that I may not need them) Out of options, I tried to stop any cars or motorcycle for helps. Luckily, these guys showed up.
Such handsome heroes~ want their number? message me~~haha (cik Fza xya nak gatal2 mintak ye =P)
They let me borrowed their phone to call for help. I dialed the number and the operator answers the call. She asked for my name, bike plate no, and the exact location. I gave her the details and she asked me to just stayed there and wait for back up. Few minutes later, the so called back up unit arrived. This is the part that pissed me off the most. Here are the conversation:

Prime: What happen?
Me: The chain and the sprocket wore off, so, is there any way to bring my bike to the nearest exit?
Prime: Sorry, we don't work on bike
Me: What? Why is that?
Prime: Because U see, we didn't charge motorcycle for any Toll Fees, so no service for bike. It's like we are working for nothing. (~~Hell yeah!! I'm going to kill ya!!~~)
Me: ......
He puts few cones around my bike and left. SO THOUGHTFUL ( He's Malay for god sake!)

Last resort, I texted one of my friend and asked for back up. I asked him to wait at Gambang Toll.
I cut the chain and dragged the motorcycle. After few hours, I arrived there and we went to the nearest workshop. Its a complete course for me that day.
It was a hectic day. But I do learned a lot from it.
Here are some valuable reminder that i would like to share with all of you:

Always tell your loved one, whenever and wherever you go!
Always check the condition of your vehicles before you start any journey.
Never ride a bike in a highway, they just don't serve you if anything bad happen, unless you involved in an accident and unintentionally disturbed the traffics =.="
Handphone is for call, throw it away once it loses this function~~
Always carry the tools required for repairing the vehicles. Even though you don't know how to use them!! (You'll eventually know how to use them when you are in critical situation..oww, i know that feeling very well =P)
Make lots of friends, as u may need them in a situation like this.( But don't make friend just because of that, phm2 la yer)
Be friendly, don't just ignored strangers or passer by, sometimes you may need them! A smile shouldn't be much~
Expect for the worst in every journey and be prepared mentally n physically! (It's not that u prayed for it to happen, but just in case~)

5yS are now well experienced and his motorcycle has a new set of sprocket & chain~
WIN

Its Here!!

2010-12-27T19:23:00.014+08:00

My Invisible Wishlist:
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10) ~~DSLR Camera~~
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At last, my Nikon D3100 is here!!~~
I've never had any camera before except for the lame built in camera inside my phone.
So, im totally thrilled by the time i get my hand on it.Special thanks to Hafiza Haris for helping me out on surveying the price, and accompanying me to go and buy this camera. (And also for the extreme "tawar menawar"~~) Really appreciate it!!! =)

A picture worth a thousand words. Here are some of my earliest pictures caught using the camera~

Marine Microbiology~

2010-12-27T17:20:00.006+08:00

When attending Marine Microbiology class last week, i grabbed a few points that really catch my attention in Marine fields. For me, if you really are interested in continuing your study in Marine biotechnology, you should have this sort of information in your mind.

1)Major Challenge in Marine Microbiology:
-History:

John Hobbie kept trying to isolate and found only few varieties in bacteria. After been doing it over and over, he tries a new method where he cultured the bacteria and add a fluorescent dye (DAPI) that bind specifically to ds-DNA and observed them under UV light.

Later, he found so many cells that resembles stars in UV lights. This shows a large varieties in bacteria species. However, he cant culture most of them.
Later on, Rita Colwell came up with the term concept "viable but non-culturable" as the bacterias are hardly cultured
People tend to believe that the most important bacteria that may produce something that are beneficial for human is the one that we hardly cultures.

" About 80% of marine microbes still cant be cultivated in lab just yet"
This is due to the unsuitable media or nutrients, methodology in cultivating them and so on..
These can be a huge opportunities for us future scientists to develop a way to actually cultivate them in lab.

2)What is actually the role of bacteria in the seas?
- For decades, people believe that bacteria only act as "decomposer" in the sea. However in early 70's, one of famous marine biologist, Porneroy, proved that bacteria actually have a huge role in maintaining the ocean and marine environment.

-Porneroy : "In a marine environment, there are a lot of minerals due to the "sloppy feeding" by many micro and macro organisms. Therefore, the system needs a heterotrophy that has a capability to dissolves organic matter from the leftover."
Note: Sloppy Feeding = Unclean eat by marine organisms such as plankton, crabs and fishes which usually leave leftover of meats, flesh and bones.- These brought us to the findings of Heterotrophic Nanoflaggelates (HNAN). HNAN feed on bacteria cells and body mass. They are also well-known for main feeders on bacterias.
-Farouk Azam, Marine Biologist from Pakistan linked HNAN and bacteria to the aquatic food chain and introduces the Microbial Loop.

3) Link-Sink Hypothesis
-This hypothesis denote whether bacteria biomass is a link or sink to the biological system. If they are linked, they will becomes part of the food webs while if they aren't contribute to the food webs, they considered as "sink" where they will become sediments in the sea bed.

4) Registering foundation of new bacteria strains:

We must first be able to culture them in lab
Next, must identify them through their morphology, content and other factors.
Various Tests:

Biochemical test
Morphology test - Staining
16S rRNA gene seq.
fatty acid analysis profile - GC-MS
G+C content
DNA-DNA Hybridization

After been through all those test, if no matches are found, then it is confirmed that it is a new species. We must first register them in "deposit type strain" - ATCC (USA) or DSMZ( Russia)
Next, publish the founding in International Journal Bacteria Systematic.

p/s:

There are huge opportunity on new findings in Marine fields because there are lot more mysteries of the ocean that needs to be discovers.
Methods and principle of culturing most of aquatic microbes still needs a lot of improvement because so far only 20% of total species of bacteria found in the ocean that can be cultured in the lab.
We must get rid of the idea that bacteria is only the decomposers but must believe that it plays large roles in marine ecology.
Finding new strains of bacteria species requires lots of effort while naming them to our own is easier said than done. It also involves lots of money in the process.

DARE TO DREAM!!!

Entering the Marine Field~

2010-12-16T22:34:00.016+08:00

My first impression when entering the first Marine concentration course classes- It's totally AMAZING and I LOVE IT!!

Why?

1) I just love "marine" itself~ ( dr kecik dah maen air lautt~)
2) The lecturers - so far, all are sporting and showed that they are well-experienced in this field.
3) The small group of classmates make it easier for any activities - And she's in my classs too
4) The future activities -

Diving and snorkeling (first get the diving license~)
Sampling at river and beaches
Visiting marine parks, marine departments and so on

5) Marine field is indeed a very wide field as oceans cover about 72% of the earth itself.

There're still many more mysteries to be discovered in the vast oceans and these give us an
opportunities to be amongst the first discoverer. Who knows, one day u might hear Syamil's
fish or Syamil's weed somewhere which is of course fishes or seaweeds that are discovered by me. Nothing is impossible!!~

In brief, I really love this course..My blood is boiling inside my veins just by thinking bout it~

TAGGED

2010-12-07T10:26:00.010+08:00

1) Pernahkah anda rasa "hot"?
Pernah!!mase kene chicken pox aritu..refer to previous post ;P

2) Upload wallpaper yang anda gunekan sekarang.

NA

3) Cerita pasal wallpaper tersebut.
Putrajaya!! :P

4) Bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?
Minggu lpas..abg buat kt rmh :D

5) Lagu paling terbaru anda dengar?
SS501 - Love ya

6) Ape yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
Chatting, dga lagu, comic reading, bermuka buku, twitter, stalking~, jwb2 formspring ~~

7) Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil nama apa?
Senget, shemale, mil, syamelemele, syimal, hamil, abdulla, pro

8)Tag lagi 5 org
Helmi (Apek)
Apexto
Shikkie
Fiza
Dilla

9) Siapa org no 1 kepada anda?
Member separa melayu..hahaa

10) Katakan sesuatu kepada org no 5
Jom Berkelah!!

11) No 3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?
F _ _ _ _ _

12) Bagaimana pula dgn no 2 ?
Jumpe kt MAHA 2010!! haha

13) Kata-kata cinta dengn org no 4
I Heart U Love~~

14) 5 perkara yang anda tahu tentang org yg anda tag
1- Ade blog
2- Slalu on9
3- student UIA
4- sporting
5- Baik2~~

Idealistic? - I stick to mine

2010-09-21T05:37:00.008+08:00

I have few ideologies that i've been practicing since i was in primary school and one of those is:

"I will not eat any painkillers!!"

Ok, why? simply because I dont want to eat them. I think I shouldn't eat them, so i dont...thats what ideology is, isn't it?haha..
Well, In my current situation, this ideology backfires me a bit..why? because im having chicken pox and was given "ponstan"(one type of painkillers...~~pondan?~~) to keep me from headache and itchiness..

I took all other medicine except for the painkiller..I just hate them..bcoz I think, its not fair..our body was actually suffering but the painkiller blocked the pain and leave us painless..It is a despotical act..(my opinion la..haha)And i keep on wondering, why would anyone love this "killer" so much?he's a murderer!! poor "pain".everyone hates pain..(mode: sad movie soundtrack)

Be a man! experienced the pain..feel the headache, withstand the itchiness, train urself to sleep in tht kind of situation..so tht u know what does it mean to be having chicken pox..otherwise, lets just call it "skin decoration disease" because the only things u r suffering is having hundreds of black dots all over ur skins after few days..so boringg..

Last night, at 3am, i woke up and feel like my whole body is burning..~~im feeling hot~~ its a bit uncomfortable but its kind of excite me..because i feel like im having some kind of superpower..emitting fire from my entire body...having a fire aura like the super saiyan..so, i think mayb i could do it..i did a "kamehameha" moves and strikes...and amazingly, nothing happen!!
Dissapointedly, I went to the kitchen, grab some drinks and continued my sleep..

5am, i woke up and felt really fresh! all my headache was gone, leaving only some itchiness..i smiled, picked up the painkiller and confidently said, " I will survive, without U dear" and i laughed!!

p/s: Chicken pox does makes U "crazy"..

painkiller hater,
5yS

Remind Me, Remind U

2010-08-19T05:40:00.005+08:00

Bismillah
"Berilah peringatan!! sesungguhnya peringatan itu baik utk org2 yg beriman"
"Demi masa, sesungguhnya manusia berada dlm kerugian, kecuali org2 yg beriman dan beramal soleh dan yg berpesan2 dengan kebenaran, dan yg berpesan2 dgn kesabaran"

Bru saja on9 facebook, kemudian terbaca status oleh Yusri Salam:

[apa salahnya si jahat menegur orang supaya berbuat baik? apa
kesalahannya? kenapa kita rasa kita tak perlu ikut nasihatnya?sebab dia
jahat? cos it makes them hypocrites? pemikiran manusia yang typical
adalah : "kenapa kau nak sibuk tegur aku, ...kau sendiri macam apa je."]

Post ini sgt menarik hati saya, kerana perkara seperti ini mmg menjadi kelaziman dlm masyarakat terutamanya masyarakat melayu.
Pada saya tidak perlu timbul isu "sibuk menegur org laen,sedangkn diri sendiri tidak terjaga"
Hal ini kerana, mmg kita manusia, tidak terlepas dr melakukan kesilapan..
Dan mmg menjadi kelaziman kita, utk tidak melihat akan kesalahan diri dan lebih cenderung mengesan kesalahan org laen..
Pada pendapat saya, kelebihan utk "mengesan kesalahan org ini" mmg satu anugerah Allah yg sgt istimewa..Kerana itulah kita diperintahkn utk saling tegur menegur dan peringt memperingati ke arah kebaikan dgn kesabaran..
mengapa saya melabelkannya sbg istimewa?jawapan bg persoalan ini akan lebih ketara jika kita mampu menjawab soalan dibwh ini :
"apakah kebaikan dlm memberi teguran kpd org lain?"
ada beberapa kebaikan yg dpt saya fkirkan disini..

pertama, mampu mengeratkn silaturrahim sesama manusia. Apabila hendak memberikan teguran, sudah menjadi kemestian utk kita bertgur, dan mengenali org tersebut trlebih dahulu. dan imagine jika teguran kita itu diterima baik oleh org trsebut, maka, sudah tentu org tersebut akan lebih menghargai kita dan mudah mendampingi kita..
kedua, sebagai salah satu bentuk mahasabah diri kita..Apabila kita berasa ingin menegur seseorg,kita akan lebih membandingkn perbuatan tersebut dgn kebiasaan kita..sudah tentulah jika kita berhasrat menegur perbuatan seseorg, kita sedar bhwa perbuatan itu salah atau tidak bertepatan dgn tuntutan agama atau kebiasaan. secara tidak langsung, akan terdetik dihati kita bhwa kita juga harus menjauhi perkara tersebut..trust me, u will..cubelah sendiri!!
ketiga, mendapat pahala dan ganjaran disisi Allah. Ini memang menjadi perkara yg umum..jd tidak perlulah diterangkn dgn lebih lanjut..
Oleh itu, ingin saya tekankn disini bahawa, tidak rugi untuk menegur kesalahan org laen..tetapi harus diingati, tujuan teguran itu dibuat haruslah atas niat yg baik, bukanlah dgn tujuan memalukan atau menonjolkan kelemahan individu tersebut.

"sibuk menegur org laen,sedangkn diri sendiri tidak terjaga, malah lebih teruk"
Jika kita masih berpegang pada takuk ini, saya rasa, tiada siapa pun yg layak menegur sebrng kesalahan org lain, kerana kita mmg tidak akan terlepas dr melakukan kesilapan...
Jikalau kita masih bersikap sedemikian, tidak mustahil satu hari nnt, tiada siapa yg berani memberi teguran berguna lagi...
Ingat!!
Jangan diendah siapa pemberi teguran, tetapi ambillah intipati teguran tersebut..
Ambillah mana yg jernih, dan tapis mana2 yg keruh..cloroxkn mana2 kotoran yg degil..apa yg penting, ikhlaskan niat dan sama2 lah bantu membantu..
Apa salahnya, kita kurangkn ego, terima teguran2, improvekn diri dan sama2 menuju kearah yg lebih baik..insyaAllah, kita akan mampu menghidupkan masyarakat Muslim yg berkualiti.
Bersama2 lah kita membudayakan sifat ini dlm kehidupan seharian.

p/s: terkilan dgn segilintir masyarakat yg masih memandang jelik si pemberi teguran.

What's happening during Ramadhan

2010-08-15T06:17:00.007+08:00

There's been few days since we entered Ramadhan kareem...And Im really grateful tht i've been given a chance by Allah to be able to live and feel the warmth of Ramadhan..And i prayed tht this will be the best Ramadhan for me, all my sins is forgiven and hope tht every deeds tht i made will be accepted by Allah..Ameeenn...
Well, this year's Ramadhan, is totally a different one from any previous Ramadhan tht i'd ever experienced..(bcoz of "the job" thingy..lets not say much about it :P)
I do observe a lot on people around me. When it comes to fasting, most muslims doesnt have any problem with it. From what i saw, every muslims stopped from doing their job when the time to "break" fast is approaching...they prepared their meal and eat together...
However, it's been a tradition in Malaysia to break fasting by eating delicious and expensive food which for me is an uncalled event and its totally a wasteful act..
People spend about rm10-rm30 per day just to buy their food for break-fasting...When i asked them, "isnt it a waste to spend those huge amount of money for one-shot-eat?"Their answer is always the same.."we've been fasting for the whole day, so we must enjoyed the break-fast foods"..its not necessary right?
Well for me, in a particular point, Ramadhan is a month where we can save our budget on food and its a time where we can saved some of our budget for future uses. Go to mosque for free break-fast everyday and attend the qiyamullail and get ur free sahur..sometimes u can get moreh too..saved up ur money..~~and at the end of the month, u can get one DSLR camera~~(make sure u r not doing it all just to get free food though :P )

Enough talking bout money and foods...
What I saw during this Ramadhan, muslims are eager to fast...these can be proved by seeing tht all muslim's workers stopped their job and prepared for break-fasting together...However, after they finished their meals, they just continued their job rightaway...Only fews went to Musolla to pray Maghrib prayer...For me, this is a serious event. Both solat and fasting is obligated to all muslims with few exception..I doubt tht people have tht exceptions when it comes to Solat when they can fasting without any problems..Is it bcoz solat is somethng "normal"where we are obligated to do everyday and fasting only comes one month in a year?
The same things goes for solat Fardhu jamaah and solat Tarawih..
People tend to come and joined solat tarawih and neglected the solat fardhu..whereas, solat tarawih is sunat muakkad.

I would like to remind myself and all of us tht we must fulfilled the obligation tht is appointed to us by Allah and at the same time we must know the priority of doing things. First things first!!
Other than tht, we must contained ourselves from doing excessive things which may leads to wasteful event or acts.As Allah dont like redundancy or excessiveness..
And let us think about this too.."are we doing anything bcoz of Allah or are we doing it just bcoz of "tradition" which is practiced by our ancestors?"
Ask ur Iman...

Hopefully, this Ramadhan can lead us somewhere which we can improvise ourselves to become a better muslim mu'min..insyaAllah..
-5yS-

Deghoyan oh deghoyan

2010-08-01T11:29:00.008+08:00

Di tgh2 musim durian ni, tibe2 dpt email bergambar from my sis, tnjuk pencapaian terbaru biotechnology dlm penghasilan baka durian yg berbuah lebat..namun bukan hanya berbuah lebat, tapi buahnya di bahagian pangkal akar pokok..Sebenanye, aku pena fkir nk hasilkn pokok durian cmtu dlu..tp tgk2 da ade org buat, siap berjaye lagi..haishh..~~curik idea aku ke?~~
Tp xpe..still so many things in this world yg ade peluang to be improved kn..lgpn xsemestinye perfect lg buah diorg tu..mesti buah tu xmanis sgt kn sbb kurang dpt cahaya matahari n buahnye lebat sgt..so, pembahagian nutrient kurang..so, mmg tunggu aku jgkla nk perfectkn buah ni..hahaha..you hope my dear, you hope~
Ok, let pictures do the talk..tgkla, memang menarek...
to all biotechnologists, spread up ur mind, godspeed actions, and dont limit your mind!! nothing is impossible, dare to dream~~

p/s: aku nk buat buah durian xde duri...tp da ade org buat jgk..xpe2, jom buat durian xde kulit plak..:P

Im Not OkaY!

2010-07-24T10:22:00.006+08:00

If You Ever Felt ALONE

If You Ever Felt REJECTED

If You Ever Felt CONFUSED

If You Ever Felt LOST

If You Ever Felt ANXIOUS

If You Ever Felt WRONG

If You Ever Felt UNCLEAN

If You Ever Felt ANGRY

If You Ever Felt ASHAMED

If You Ever Felt CURIOUS

If You Ever Felt USED

If You Ever Felt BETRAYED

Be Prepared to feel REVENGE

My Brutal ROMANCE
My Beautiful ROMANCE
My Miserable ROMANCE
My X-Rated ROMANCE
My Harlequin ROMANCE
My Innocent ROMANCE
My Scandalous ROMANCE
My Fetish ROMANCE

Im Not OkaYY!!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2010-07-21T21:16:00.005+08:00

Im Lucky!!~
That..
I was given lots and lots of friends..
Whom always encourage me when im depressed,
Whom always reminds me when im lost in my own darkness,
And always been with me....

Its a pity tht i never appreciate what i had for a long time,
Its a pity tht i selfishly, ignored all those warmth friendship tht they brought upon me..
Its a pity tht i once think tht i dun ever need them...

But today,

I woke up from my long dreams,
And i realize tht i almost lost a diamond,
while i was too busy collecting stones.

Im sorry friends..
Bcoz i never noticed those shining torch,
That you've always brought to me,
And Im glad tht this darkness makes me feel it,
Those warmth and bright lights of friendship,
And..
How important U r all to me,
And I know tht i'll never be Alone..
Thank you FRIENDS =)

Bangles - Eternal Flame

2010-07-19T14:35:00.002+08:00

Tadi aku g jalan2 kt Tpg..singgah "The Store" Taiping tu..jmpe member2 lame..dlu pena keje situ..jual toys..pastu tgh2 melepak tuh, tdga lagu nie...dr dlu kot pasang..da setahun lebih..asyik lagu same je..rcenye sume the store same je..cube korg try check kt The Store mane2..kuantan ke, kl ke...diorg ni mmg xrety tuka lagu..kesian org yg da keje 10taun ke ats kt situ..aku yg keje 3bulan je dlu pn da bole hfl lagu2 dye sume..siap chinese song lg..haha..nway..aku mmg suke lagu nih..so, lets hear it together!!

L to P

2010-07-18T21:10:00.005+08:00

Kisahnye bermula begini..
Selepas selesai mengambil exam SPM 5taun yg lalu, aku pn mendaftarkn diri utk mengambil lesen motorsikal..

Setelah mendengar ceramah yg "membosankn" dan mengambil ujian komputer, aku pn tersenyum lebar dgn status penunggang motor "L"..Dengan semangat yg berkobar2 ketika itu, aku pn trus mengikuti kursus latihan 10jam utk mendapatkn lesen "P"..

Namun disebabkn prosedur dan latihan yg leceh serta tidak praktikal, aku hanya menyudahkn selama 4jam latihan sahaja..maka..bermulalah marathon memegang status pelesen "L".
2-3tahun kemudian, grad dr matrix UIA..lesen "L" aku pn "mati"..so, aku da jd penunggang motor tidak berlesen..

Tp, ape aku kesah kn?haha
Namun, "ketidakkisahan" aku tamat apabila aku ingin membeli motorsikal setahun yg lalu..aku perlu melampirkan salinan lesen motorsikal utk menjadi pemilik motor tersebut..so, dengan tidak rela hati aku mendaftar semula utk menduduki kelas undang2 bg mendapatkn semula lesen "L"...
Everythng went smooth, and aku dpt lesen tu ngn mudah..(repeat la katekann)
And pada waktu cuti short sem aritu..aku dipaksa oleh ayahku utk menyiapkn lesen tersebut..bermulalah episod yg tidak menyenangkn..menyudahkn latihan 10jam yg langsung tidak praktikal..mane ade org buat isyarat2 cmtu kt jalan JPJ oii...namun selepas melakukannye dengan tabah, akhirnya aku berjaya menyempurnakn 10jam tersebut..thx to my parent and bro atas desakan diorg stp ari.. @.@"
Sehinggalah hari ini..

Setelah hampir 5tahun memegang status "L"=Lelaki...akhirnya esok aku akan menempuh ujian terakhir utk bertukar status kepada "P"=~~Perempuan~~Pemuda..
Kesian mtor aku..asyik bertampal "L" je dr mule2 beli..dah la *xbole nk tumpangkn member2* g mane2..maklumlah, masih blom lyk menumpangkn org :P

So, sile doakan kejayaan aku esok..sanggup bermusafir kuantan-taiping dan ponteng class sehari...so, agak xberbaloi la kalo failed kn..
tp kalo failed jgk, ~~Jom bakar pejabat JPJ~~ pasrah je la kn..haha..repeat je lagi!!
Tp insyaAllah..harini dah terhempas pulas pegi sekolah memandu tu kot..4jam training..first time aku bersemangat..haha

In conclusion, lpas nie korg da xleh ar nk tgk "L" kt mtor aku...(Hopefully XD)
And to my housemate, after 10am tomorrow, please cabut jer "L" kt mtor aku tu ok!!...lame sgt dah bertempek kt situ.kesiann..haha
its time to change :P

Guys, I need U all to pray for my success!! Thanks in advance XD

Miskin

2010-07-07T16:32:00.015+08:00

Kos progrm berakit total = rm200
Finish Lesen "P" mtor = rm180
Lesen kete yg xsiap lg = rm500
Rumah sewa 2bulan sewa+deposit = RM340
Service mtor
: tayar bakang pecah :( = rm90,
: spocket = rm70
: minyak hitam = rm24

Roadtax + insurans = rm300+
Saman yg perlu dibyr seblum renew roadtax = rm300
Saman UIA = rm50
Saman dewan bandaraya Kuantan = rm50
Beli tilam queen size, kongsi ngn nasa : rm???
Brg2 keperluan di UIA = rm????
Basikal yg nk dibeli (bajet nk nek basikal g klas :P) = rm???

aaaa....saye sgt miskin..ptptn sile masuk dgn cpt..
dok menggatal sgt nk kawen konon...diri sendiri pn xtertanggung kn? @.@"..haha
so, kepade member2, aku bukan xnk active kt uia nnt..tp aku miskin...jgn nk ajak aku naek gunung ke g pulau ke sem dpn..aku jd surirumah je nnt..hahaha
yg ade pinjm kt aku tu, ehem2..bile lagi..haha
yg nk soh blanje tu..sori ah, xdpt den nk tlg..haha
yg aku ade pinjm lmbt byr aritu sori sgt ler..aku sesak cuti2 nih..nway aku da byr ok!!..haha

smlm tibe2 mak dtg mase aku tga on9,
"mak : nah, amik duit ni, g beli baju kemeja bru..asyik pkai bju hitam tuu jer..beli sluar track suit skly..koyak sana sini dah..
aku (dlm hati) : owh, mak, tenkiu sbb memahami =D"
(malunye..besa2 pn mak bg duwet lg :P)

Ya Allah..murahkanlah rezeki Abdullah Syamil Ahmad, jauhkn lah beliau dr hutang piutang..limpahkanlah rahmatMu keatasnya...Aminnnn..

Dan kepada kakak2 dan abg2 yg kaye, kalo terbace post nie, sile la *ehem2* hahahahaha..ok ini bukan memintk tahu~~

Mak ayah, nnt saye byr balik yer...bole mak ayah g umrah nnt, insyaAllah...maaf, da tua2 ni pn masih menyusahknn...love you both =)

5th July 2010

2010-07-05T23:09:00.001+08:00

I Am Sorry

2010-06-27T18:37:00.011+08:00

Xsampai sebulan berazam utk bersabar dan kuat menghadapinya, tp semuanya sudah terlebur ..lemahnye diri ini dengan godaan syaitan..
Kegagalan mengawal perasaan mmg suatu yg kritikal..tambahan apabila melibatkn org laen..aku sedar akan hal ini, namun mungkin kebelakangan ini aku agak sensitif..mungkin kerana usia pn sudah meningkt, dan terlalu mengambil berat semua perkara..rindu zaman2 dikala aku tidak begitu mengambil serius kebykn perkara kecil..mungkin pergaduhan dan peluang utk melukakan hati org laen akan lebih rendah..namun, harus ku akui, byk perkara yg berlaku, dan tnggungjwb juga semakin berat..apa lagi dengan masalah yg bertimpa2..

Namun teringt kata2 hikmah dr ayah, "org yg paling kuat ialah org yg mampu menahan perasaannya dikala dia sedang mrh dan tidak tunduk kepada hasutan syaitan dan hawa nafsu"...bila mrh amik wudu' cpt2..nescaya terpadam api kemarahan..[ thx ayah =) ]
aku harus kuat!! i know, i am far stronger than this..dear self, bangkitlahh!!

Maaf kepada mereka yg terkesan dgn ketidaksabaranku..maaf kerana tidak mampu menahan nafsu amarah didlm diri ini..maaf kerana gagl dlm mengawal emosi..maaf juge kerana mengubah hidup siapa2..Byk kelemahan diri ini...byk juga hati yg ku lukai..hati ayah dan ibu juga pernah terguris dgn sikapku..apa lagi dgn org laen..sedih dengan sikap sendiri...

Apabila berjanji juga haruslah menepatinya. Kata-kata Ustaz Basiron semasa di MATRI dlu terngiang2 di telinga ku.." Bila kita nk berjanji dengan seseorg, sebut kalimah insyaAllah...kerana itulah jnji yg terbaek...kita sandarkn setiap perkataan dan jnji kita kepada Allah..nescaya Allah akan membantu kita dlm menyempurnakan jnji tersebut." Byk yg telah ku berjnji..namun, aku lalai...tidak pernah menyandarknnya pd Allah..selalu berazam dan berazam..namun akhirnya, byk jnji yg ku langgar..kecewa dgn diri sendiri...

InsyaAllah akan ku trus berusaha utk memperbetulkan mane yg silap dan memperbaiki kelemahan ini..tiada insan yg sempurna, namun itu bukanlah alasan utk kita lalai kn?..

Formalnye post nie...bukanlah mudah nk tulis luahan hati kt sini..tp, mungkin bole sentiasa mengingtkn diri bila tulis cmnie kn..dan kalo org laen tbace, dan ada masalah yg sama, bole sama2 berkongsi =) but i really mean what i said.. im sorry for all the things tht i've done, and for the things tht haven't occur yet. I may not be able to promise tht im not going to do it again, but i assure, i'll try my best to change myself and do my very best for the future...in this world and the hereafter..insyaAllah
Sahabat2, dan saudara2 yg terbaca post ini, sila support saya, sila tegur saya, sila ingtkn saya..
Dan doakan saya menempuh hidup ini..insyaAllah

Mutiara Usrah

2010-06-20T23:51:00.008+08:00

Cinta Allah mengatasi segala cinta terhadap makhluk laen. Apa yg diperbincangkn ialah tanda2 yg boleh dilihat pada org yg cintakan Allah.
1) Sentiasa menyebut nama Allah
Dalam erti kata laen, sentiasa zikrullah, memuji kebesaran zat2 Allah. Dengan zikrullah, hubungn antara kita dan Allah tidak akan terputus kerana setiap sesuatu yg kita lakukan, akan dihubungkn dengan Allah. Secara tidak langsung, akan menghindarkn kita dr melakukan maksiat dan perkara2 yg lagho.

2) Mengagumi Allah
Mengagumi Allah ialah sesuatu yg jarang kita sedar utk melakukannya. Apabila melihat sesuatu terutamanya yg diciptakn oleh manusia, kita sering kagum dan merasa ianya sesuatu yg . contohnya apabila melihat kecanggihan teknologi yg dihasilkn di Jepun. Namun kita sering lupa bagaimana Allah menciptakan alam ini dengan sangat sempurna. bagaimana kejadian siang dan malam, peredaran planet2, kejadian hujan dan sebagainyaa. Jika benar kita mencintai Allah, nescaya kita akan sentiasa mencari tanda2 kebesaran Allah.

3) Redha terhadap Allah
Hal ini merupakan sesuatu yg jarang kita dpt sempurnakan sebagai seorg hamba. Kita seringkali mengadu dengan segala kekurangan yg terdapat pd diri kita. Misalnya apabila ditimpa musibah, kita sering menyalahkn Allah kerana mengatur segalanya. Saya terbaca tentang kisah 2 org lelaki yg keluar memancing ikan dilautan. Seorg dr mereka merupakan seorg kafir manakala seorg lg merupakan seorg pemuda yg beriman. Setelah seharian memancing, si kafir td beroleh tangkapan yg sgt byk manakala si mukmin td tidak beroleh sedikit pn tangkapan. Kejadian ini disaksikan oleh malaikat. Malaikat ini berasa tidak selesa dengan kejadian td lantas bertemu dgn Allah. Malaikat itu bertanya mengapakah Allah memberikan rezeki yg byk kepada lelaki kafir itu dan menghalang lelaki mukmin dr mendpt sebarang rezeki? Lantas Allah memberitahu bhwa rezeki didunia ini tidaklah bernilai jika dibandingkn dgn nikmat yg akan dikecapi diakhirat. Allah menunjukkan kepada malaikat betapa tersiksanya lelaki kafir itu diakhirat kelak manakala lelaki yg beriman itu beroleh nikmat yg sgt besar didlm syurga. Allah mengurniakan syurga kerana lelaki mukmin itu atas kesabaran dan keredhaannya terhadap ketentuan Allah di dunia dahulu.
Alangkah beruntungnya kita jika lelaki mukmin itu ialah kita sendiri.

4) Sanggup berkorban
Pengorbanan dlm erti kata mengorbankn kesenangn dunia demi mencari keredhaan Allah dan kesenangan akhirat. Bukanlah tidak boleh kita bersenang2 di dunia. Far from saying that. Akan tetapi bersedia utk mengorbankn duniawi yg serba kekurangan ini. Sebagaimana sahabat dahulu berlumba2 dlm melakukan pengorbanan utk islam. Contohnya kisah Saidina Abu Bakar As-Siddiq, di dlm peperangan, beliau berhabis habisan semua hartanya utk berjihad di jln Allah, sehinggakan apabila ditnya oleh sahabat, "Apakah yg enkau tingglkn kepada anak2 mu", beliau menjawab "Allah dan Rasulnya". Sama2 lah kita renungkn, betapa kukuhnya keimanan dan betapa besar pengorbanan yg dilakukn. Malu dengan sikap sendiri :(

5) Takut kepada Allah
Takut which focuses on "takwa". Iaitu memelihara hubungan yang baik dengan tuhan. memelihara diri jangan sampai terperosok kepada suatu perbuatan yang tidak diredhai Allah. Memelihara segala perintahnya supaya dapat dijalankan. Memelihara kaki jangan terpesorok ke tempat yang berlumpur atau berduri. Saidina Umar r.a. pernah bertanya kepada seorang sahabat yang lain bernama Ubai bin Ka'ab r.a. makna taqwa. Lalu Ubai bertanya kepada Umar : “Adakah engkau pernah melalui satu jalan yang berduri ? Jawab Umar: “Ya”. Tanya Ubai lagi: “Apakah yang kamu lakukan untuk melalui jalan tersebut?”. Jawab Umar : “Aku melangkah dengan waspada dan berhati-hati agar kaki aku tidak tertusuk dri tersebut”. Balas Ubai : “Itulah yang dikatakan taqwa”.

6) Mengharap kepadanya
Tiada yg Berkuasa melainkan Allah. Oleh itu hendaklah kita menyandarkn segala doa, harapan dan pujian kepadanya. Setiap hari dlm solat kita berdoa; "Hanya kepada Engkau kami sembah dan kepada Engkau juga kami memohon segala Pertolongan".( Al- Fatihah : 1:4)
Kita sering terlupa akan hal ini. Hanya apabila kita berada dlm kesempitan yg amat sgt, barulah kita berbalik kepada Allah. Alangkah memalukan tindakan kita ini. Seharusnya segala ape yg kita lakukan hendaklah di sandarkn kepada Allah seratus peratus..kerana tiada yg berkuasa melainkn Dia dan Dia adalah sebaik-baik pengatur.

7) Taat kepadanya
Apabila di tnya, semua org akan mengaku mereka taat kepada Allah. Namun, sejauh manakah ketaatan kita kepadaNya. Sama2 lah kita renungkn.

Apa yg ingin saya bincangkn ialah sejauh manakah kita letakkan cinta kepada Allah? Kita sering meletakkn kecintaan kepada dunia dan isinya melebihi cinta kepada Allah dan Rasulnya. Dimanakah kedudukan kita disisi Allah.
Renung2 kn..
Lalainya diri ini... :(

Amalan fardhu, sunat dan keutamaan

2010-06-15T18:27:00.007+08:00

Tertarik dgn kata-kata Imam Ghazali:
"Amalan Fardhu ialah modal, manakala amalan sunat ialah keuntungan"
Dalam sesuatu perniagaan, sudah tentulah kita mahukan keuntungan. Bygkn jika kita berhempas pulas berniaga seharian, namun pada penghujung hari, kita hanya beroleh semula modal, tanpa sebarang keuntungan, dan kadangkala, kita terpaksa menanggung kerugian. Sudah tentulah perniagaan kita dianggap tidak berbaloi bahkan merugikan.

Begitulah analogi kehidupan kita seharian. Mungkin kita beranggapan, menunaikan ibadah fardhu sahaja dlm seharian sudah ckup dan berpada2 bg kita. Namun, alangkah ruginya kita kerana tidak mengaut keuntungan "mudah" yg disediakan Allah. Terlalu byk amalan sunat yg tidaklah terlalu membebankn.
Amalan sunat mampu membantu agar sentiasa berhubung dengan Allah. Namun dlm kesibukan melakukan ibadah sunat, amalan fardhu haruslah dijaga. Ini kerana, jika amalan fardhu diabaikan dengan sengaja, maka, setiap yg kita lakukan akan dianggap berdosa walaupun ianya amalan yg sunat dan soleh.
Contohnya, jika seseorg itu tidak menunaikan solat fardu seperti zohor misalnya, amalannya tidak akan diterima Allah malahan berdosa pula walaupun dia menunaikan solat sunat, membca Al-Quran atau bersedekah.Begitulah beratnya dosa meningglkn amalan fardhu.
Perlu diingtkn, seandainya seorg ibu memanggil anaknya jika dia sedang bersolat sunat, harus bgnya berhenti dr menunaikan solat tersebut dan menjawab panggilan ibunya. Apatah lg apabila kita melakukan perkara2 duniawi dan lagha.
Bersama2 lah meningktkn ibadah kepada Allah, dan berusaha memelihara kesucian dan ketinggian Islam. InsyaAllah

VieW of the Day

2010-06-14T06:34:00.005+08:00

Terkilan dgn sikap segelintir masyarakat terutamanya warga yg telah berumur yg mengutamakan politik berbanding urusan dan tuntutan agama..
Saya menyaksikan sendiri betapa kritikalnya keadaan ini.

Simpang, Taiping.
Di masjid, terdapat dua puak atau kelompok yg tidak boleh bercampur. Pembangkang di sebelah kanan dan kerajaan di sebelah kiri masjid.

Peristiwa yg berlaku semasa pilihanraya kecil di parlimen Bukit Gantang dahulu dimana masjid dihadiri oleh Najib, Nizar dan Zambry.
Imam masjid menyerahkn tempat imam kepada Nizar dan ini menimbulkan kekecohan dikalangan org ramai. Imam tersebut dipersalahkan kerana perbuatannya menyerahkn tempat imam kepada Nizar dianggap "memilih" Nizar sebagai ketua. Walhal, beliau lebih fhm dengan syarat2 dan peraturan dlm pemilihan imam. Apa yg amat dikesali, ketika Nizar menjadi imam, pasukan2 kerajaan ini, berhenti dr solat dan menunggu diluar masjid, sehinggalah selesai solat.
Yg lebih menyedihkan, beberapa bulan selepas peristiwa itu pn, imam tersebut seolah2 dipulaukan oleh penyokong kerajaan.
Imam tersebut akhirnya bertukar ketempat lain dan diganti oleh imam yg baru. penyokong2 kerajaan kembali memenuhi masjid, namun masih terdapat "gap" dikalangan jemaah.

Kesan peristiwa tersebut

Surau2 dan masjid dihadiri oleh jemaah2 tertentu. misalnya Surau Tmn Mawar dilabel surau pembangkang manakala jemaah pro-kerajaan akan hanya menghadiri surau al-hidayah dan masjid...alasannya, surau al-hidayah simpang dan masjid dibina oleh kerajaan manakala surau tmn mawar dibina oleh pro-pembangkang. Imam2 juga ditukar ganti mengikut kefahaman politik..hanya imam2 yg tidak menonjolkan "parti" mereka secara jelas, dikekalkn tmpt mereka.

What do I think?

Sebenarnya, dlm islam tidak salah berpolitik dalam masjid atau surau. Namun pada pandangan saya, tidak perlulah sehingga menimbulkan perpecahan dikalangan masyarakat. Umat Islam seharusnya bersatu dan saling berbincang dlm semua permasalahan. Tidak sepatutnya wujud permusuhan dikalangan umat islam sama ada dari dalaman ataupun luaran. Selain itu, perkara seperti "siapa yg membina" masjid dan surau tidak seharusnya menjadi pokok perbincangan, tetapi matlamat pembinaan tempt2 tersebut seharusnya diketengahkan.
Dari segi pemilihan imam pula, imam dipilih berdasarkn siapa yg paling baik bacaannya dan memenuhi rukun2 dan syarat menjadi imam. Jadi tidak harus timbul isu, parti manakah beliau dan tinggi manakah pangkt beliau dalam struktur masyarakat. Even Yang dipertuan Agong pn menjadi makmum dlm solat jumaat seperti yg dipertontonkn di televisyen.
Masyarakt seharusnya bersama2 berusaha dlm meninggikn jumlah jemaah yg hadir ke surau atau masjid2, bukannya menghalang jemaah menghadiri dgn memulau atau memasamkn muka kepada mereka yg hadir.

Semua ini tidak berlaku kepada saya atau keluarga, namun, semuanya begitu jelas sekali berlaku sehingga menimbulkn kepincangn dikalangn masyarakat. Pihak2 yg berkuasa dan bertanggungjwb, sila ambil tindakan utk mengurangkn seterusnya mengikis gejala ini..

Pink of Life

2010-06-13T06:52:00.006+08:00

Alhamdulillah,
Pengalaman mengajar erti hidup.
Byk yg telah kupelajari sepanjang cuti semester kali ini.
IAllah, akan ku praktikkan segala yg baik dan ku lupuskan segala yg mazmumah.
Benar, Allah itu sgt cantik pengaturannya..
Syukran buat ayah dan ibu yg byk membantu menyuluh jalan yg benar dikala aku sesat dalam kegelapan dunia.
Mak ayah, I truly love u both :)

Byk azam bru dlm hidup yg inginku laksanakan..
Tp, teringt kata ayah, biar sedikit2 berubah, perlahan2 tp beristiqamah, dan byk berdoa kepada Allah semoga dipermudahkn segala urusan kita. Ayah juga sempat bermotivasi.
"Sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Pemurah dan Maha Penyayang kepada hambaNya..seandainya kita menghampiri Allah itu sejengkal, Allah akan dtg kepada kita sehasta..jika kita berjalan kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan berlari2 kepada kita."
IAllah, hasrat makayah xkn kusia siakn.

Sahabat yg terbaca post ini,
Sila bantu saya dlm hal ini..
Saya akui kelemahan saya dlm beristiqamah..
Oleh itu, sila tegur saye tanpa segan silu dan tanpa merasa jemu ok..tq :)

Fitna

2009-12-15T10:07:00.004+08:00

Fitna is the most dangerous things to the Muslim's world. Im not going to talk bout how non-muslims libeled Muslims as terrorists and so on. Instead, im going to briefly discuss on how we, as a Muslim spreading fitna without realizing them.
Lets put it this way,
U r someone who really took care of ur prayers, jama'ah in masjid, always joined any tazkirah or usrah and always remind others about religious duties and so on..u'll undoubtedly gain respect from others and these makes u the most risky person to be responsible for spreading fitna into muslims' community.

Why?
Because u r bringing muslim's identities. If u r doing something tht is contradicted to islamic teachings, even for something "normal" for people today such as smoking, or wearing shorts in a public and others, u r actually conducting fitna for Islam itself.
People will start saying things bout u and there is a room for "misunderstanding of islamic law". In example, people who aren't having sufficient knowledge about islam, will think that ur action is permitted and follow or continue that actions. This is how fitna usually starts.
In worst cases, ur actions will be used by people to go against u. Example of the situation:
" A : B, ko da solat blom? da lewat nih!!
B : hekeleh, aku lewat2 pon solat jgk....xdela cm ko tuh g kolam renang pkai short, tayang aurat kt org..dosa da konfem "

See how can a simple mistake stop u from da'wah? Im far from saying that B is right and A is wrong. Im just stating tht such conversation is possible.Im sure some of u will say; "org kalo xnk dga teguran tuh, kalo kite baek cmne pn xdga jgkk" But, being careful bout our action will at least give benefit in showning them gud example and they dun have anything to fight us back with right? Who knows, as the time goes, the person might change. We cant give "hidayah" to people but we can guide them.

Therefore,
For people whom are eager to say; "i am a good muslim", please be careful in ur actions!! Do not let even a small crack of chance for fitna to occur because the kuffar will always find a way to destroy us, and fitna is the most preferable and easiest method for them.

p/s: sometimes people are proud of being called "muslim" but they failed to show the beauty of Islam..

Wallahua'lam

CongratZ to My Sis On Her WeddinG

2009-10-02T22:33:00.015+08:00

Date of marriage: 26th September 2009
Place: Taiping, Perak
Name of spouse: Norfaizah Ahmad and Muhammad Ansyar Abdul Salam.

{Selepas majlis akad nikah...bersama keluarga abg ansar dr indonesia}

How should i start..
Erm, It was a great wedding ceremony, with a great meals, nasi minyak, ayam masak merah, sup daging, kerabu nangka, laksa, cendol and many others...
I had a great time, staying at home with most of my sibling and their families for 1-2 week. (about 30+ people in total >.<) Lame da xkumpul rmai2 cmnie..best, meriah, crowded, bising, kecoh dan sebagainye :P
Btw, mak n ayah nampak hepi sgt even letey layan rmai2..
This is the most happening Hari Raya i ever had since i first set foot into secondary school..

Okey, back to wedding matter...

1-2 days before the wedding day:
Everyday is a busy day..Lot of preparation to do..However, i did not participate much. Busy playing online games and all..Just help few things that requires my height..Say whatever u want, but i AM a LAZY person..face it..haha
As the preparation went smoothly, we were shocked by the latest new from our neighbour..one of our neighbour (in front of my house) has passed away. She's a chinese grandma- died at 95years old..As we all know, it is a chinese tradition to have at least 4days of ceremony(normally 7days) when someone in their family died..They read their incantation, sing their song (something like "depa,depa,depa"-omigod, i already remembered them >.<), and did their prayers..
Imagine a night with such noise and crowd..I dunno about my other sibling, but i got a headache, and of course i start my motorcycle, and ran far away from it..(most of the time-cc la..haha) The day before the wedding day, my dad went to their house and told them about our wedding ceremony, and they understand it and they promised to stop their ceremony on the wedding day. (In the end, the chinese family thank us because they only have to do the ceremony for 4days-which is the minimum..They said, for 1 day, they have to pay total of rm12k and imagine if they have to continue it for 7days..how much money will they lose?=.=)

Okay, enough talk bout the chinese. On the wedding day:
The ceremony strts at 12.30pm. however, people already came as early as 11.00am..we're lucky to have such a dedication worker(me) to prepare the table and others..and everything went smoothly...
At about 3.00pm, i was asked to serve "laksa" for people. Laksa has been the most wanted food at that time.(da ptg maa...mane ade org nak mkn nasik lg..) I've been busy messaging while suddenly one "pakcik" came and stretch out his hand (nak salam)..To show my respect, i stand and shake his hand well and suddenly i heard a sound "plupp"...I tried to think, where did that sound coming from then i looked at the "kuah laksa" and i realize that something must have fell in there...but what is it??
I asked one of my niece, and he asked me back :"paksu, where's ur handphone?"
Omigod!! I took the ladle, swirl the "kuah" and i found my handphone at the bottom of it..then...{i blacked out}
The moral of the story:
1) do not use ur phone while u r working
2) do not blame me if i ask "ko sape" whenever u message me..thank you.

Overall, it's been a great weekend, i skip my classes for 2 days.(No one noticed it anyway..haha) And i had a great experienced, riding motorcycle alone from taiping-kuantan via Genting...And it took me only 5hours and 30minutes to arrive at UIA..
And I still felt the fatigue until now..em, im sleepy.....owh, my bed...
bye....salammm......bedd.....

Why God creates Evils??

2009-09-13T16:17:00.008+08:00

In the Name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

In response to the question, Dr. Muzammil H. Siddiqi, Director of the Islamic Society of Orange County and President of the Islamic Society of North America, states:

“Indeed Allah is All-Powerful (Al-`Aziz) and He is able to do all things (`ala kull sha’in qadir). The Qur’an has mentioned this hundreds of times. It is also mentioned in the Qur’an that Allah is the Creator and He is the Best Creator. “Glory be to Allah, the best Creator.” (Al-Mu’minun: 14)

But then the question comes why do pain and sufferings exist in the world. We find sickness, old age and death. We see things that are ugly, people who are insane and foolish. There are storms, earthquakes, floods, draught and famine. We also see people commit sins, show disloyalty, unfaithfulness, greed and insincerity. We see people commit rapes, murders; they fight and make wars. We know all these and many more problems. There are evils caused by human beings and there are natural disasters. There are suffering for individuals and there are those that involve a large number of people.

But we also know that this is not the whole story. Besides all these negative things, we also see beauty, health, prosperity, life, birth, wisdom, intelligence, growth and progress. We also see goodness among people, faith, sincerity, charity, love and the spirit of sacrifice. We also see a lot of virtue and piety. It is wrong to see one side of the coin and not to see the other side. Any philosophy that concentrates on one aspect of the creation and denies or ignores the other side is partially true and partial truths are no truth at all.

It is also the fact that the element of good is more in the creation than the element of evil. We all see that there are more people who are healthy than those who are sick. There are more that eat well than those who starve.

There are more that lead decent life than those who commit crimes. Goodness is the rule and evil is the exception. Virtue is the norm and sin is the aberration. Generally trees bear fruits, the flowers bloom, the winds move smoothly.

But then the question is why does Allah allow these exceptions to the rules?

Let us ask this question to understand Allah’s ways in His creation. The Qur’an tells us that good, evil and whatever happens in this world happens by Allah’s Will (mashi’at Allah). Only Allah knows fully His Will. We finite beings cannot grasp fully His infinite Will and Wisdom. He runs His universe the way He deems fit. The Qur’an tells us that Allah is Wise and everything that Allah does is right, just, good and fair. We must submit and surrender to His Will. The Qur’an has not given us all the details about Allah’s Will, but it has enlightened us with the guidance that is useful and sufficient for us. There are several points that we should keep in our mind to understand this issue:

1. First of all, Allah did not make this world a permanent world. This is a temporary world and everything here has a time limit. When its times comes it will die, come to an end and finish. Neither the good things of this world are forever, nor the bad things eternal. We are here for a short time and we are being tested. Those who will pass this test will find an eternal world that is perfect and permanent. Those who will fail this test shall see the evil consequences of their sins and corruption.

2. Allah has placed a physical law and a moral law in this universe. Allah allows suffering to occur when one or more of these laws are broken. The physical law is based on cause and effect. Sickness comes if one does not take care of one’s health or is exposed to infections. A car accident occurs when one is not alert, or drives in a careless manner, or if the cars are not checked, roads and freeways are not made and kept in right shape, or the traffic laws are not right or not properly enforced. Study of causes and effects is very important to facilitate safeguards. Even here we should keep in mind that Allah often saves us and He does not let us suffer from every negligence. How many times it happens that we are not careful and still we reach safely to our destinations. The way people drive in some cities, it is a miracle that more accidents do not happen and more people do not suffer. Allah says:

“(Allah) Most Gracious! It is He Who has taught the Qur’an. He has created man: He has taught him speech (and Intelligence). The sun and the moon follow courses (exactly) computed; and the herbs and the trees both (alike) bow in adoration. And the Firmament has He raised high, and He has set up the Balance (of Justice), in order that you may not transgress (due) balance. So establish weight with justice and fall not short in the balance. It is He Who has spread out the earth for (His) creatures." (Ar-Rahman:1-10)

The way we exceed the measures set by Allah and violate His laws of cause and effect is incredible. It is really the mercy of Allah that we are saved. Strictly speaking, the question should not be why does Allah allow suffering, but how much Allah protects us and saves us all the time in spite of our violations and negligence. The Qur’an says:

“If Allah were to punish people according to what they deserve, He would not leave on the back of the (earth) a single living creature: but He gives them respite for a stated Term: when their Term expires, verily Allah has in His sight all His servants." (Fatir:45)

But sometimes Allah does punish people because of their violations of His laws whether they are physical or moral. The Qur’an tells us that many nations and communities were destroyed because of their sinful lifestyles:

“If they treat thy (mission) as false, so did the Peoples before them (with their Prophets), the People of Noah, and Ad and Thamud. Those of Abraham and Lut; and the Companions of the Madyan people; and Moses was rejected (in the same way). But I granted respite to the Unbelievers, and (only) after that did I punish them: but how (terrible) was My rejection (of them)! How many populations have We destroyed, which were given to wrong-doing! They tumbled down on their roofs. And how many wells are lying idle and neglected, and castles lofty and well-built?" (Al-Hajj: 42-45)

3. Suffering can also be a test and trial for some people. Allah allows some people to suffer in order to test their patience and steadfastness. Even Allah’s Prophets and Messengers were made to suffer. Prophet Ayyub is mentioned in the Qur’an as a Prophet who was very patient. Good people sometimes suffer but their sufferings heal others and bring goodness to their communities. People learn lessons from their good examples. Martyrs die for their faith, soldiers give their lives for their nations and this brings liberation and freedom for their people.

4. Allah sometimes allows some people to suffer to test others, how they react to them. When you see a person who is sick, poor and needy, then you are tested by Allah. Allah is there with that suffering person to test your charity and your faith. In a very moving Hadith Qudsi (Divine Hadith) the Prophet, peace be upon him, said:

“Allah will say on the Day of Judgment, ‘O son of Adam, I was sick and you did not visit Me.’ He will say, ‘O my Lord, how could I visit You, when you are the Lord of the Worlds.’ Allah will say, ‘Did you not know that My servant so-and-so was sick and you did not visit him? Did you not know that if you had visited him, you would have found Me there?’ Allah will say, ‘O son of Adam, I asked you for food and you fed Me not.’ He shall say, ‘O my Lord, how could I feed you and you are the Lord of the Worlds?’ And Allah will say, ‘Did you not know that My servant so-and-so was in need of food and you did not feed him? Did you not know that if you had fed him, you would have found that to have been for Me?’ ‘O son of Adam, I asked you for water and you did not give Me to drink.’ The man shall say, ‘O my Lord, how could I give You water, when You are the Lord of the Worlds?’ Allah will say, ‘My servant so-and-so asked you for water and you did not give him to drink water. Did you not know that if you had given him to drink, you would have found that to have been for Me.’ (Muslim, Hadith no. 4661)

Prophet `Isa (Jesus), peace be upon him, is also reported to have said something similar. (See Matthew 25: 35-45)

So to summarize, we can say that sufferings occur to teach us that we must adhere to Allah’s natural and moral laws. It is sometimes to punish those who violate Allah’s natural or moral laws. It is to test our faith in Allah and to test our commitment to human values and charity. Whenever we encounter suffering we should ask ourselves, “Have we broken any law of Allah?” Let us study the cause of the problem and use the corrective methods. “Could it be a punishment?” Let us repent and ask forgiveness and reform our ways. “Could it be a test and trial for us?” Let us work hard to pass this test.

Believers face the sufferings with prayers, repentance and good deeds. The non-believers face the sufferings with doubts and confusions. They blame Allah or make arguments against Him.

May Allah keep us on the right path, Amen!

Allah Almighty knows best.

FirSt RaMadHan At HoMe~~

2009-09-13T11:52:00.006+08:00

-UIA TO TAIPING-
12/9/09,6.15am - bertolak dari uia ( convoy bersama afiq rain, faiq kering, ziyad fz150, najmi hensem, mysterious uzairi , izwan pilus, c-boy ekzos, ngn tueb cina)
First part, kuantan-genting sempah, aku mengntuk gler...asyik tetdo mase bwk mtor (alhamdulillah nothing bad happen :p)
Lepas kuar tol Gombak, sume berpecah...tingl aku ngn ziyad je g sebelah utara..part nie best..aku race ngn ziyad dan fz150nya..latest highest speed aku-170km/h..dan ziyad letih nak kejar aku..aku ade amik gamba meter time tu sbg bukti sape2 yg xpecaye (ask me later)..hahaha.
Di pendekkan citer, disebabkan bwk laju, minyak cpt kering...so,cost naek la..but who cares..aku smpai Taiping kol 3 ( 4jam lebih awl dr sblm nie)..hoho

-HOME-
12/9/09 3.15pm- Sampai2 je rmh, tgk mak ayah da ade kt ruang tamu..pastu..(part nie terpakse dibuang kerana membabitkan sensitiviti pemilik blog :p)..Di pendekkan citer, biler smpai rmh je,aku tdo smpaila masuk waktu berbuka (8.19pm). siyes letih giler..

-BERBUKA-
Aku terkejut biler time berbuka sbb meja mkn penuh ngn mknn best2..(yela..sbb aku kn bru bgun tdo). Ade Kari ikan Plotan( betul ke eja?? tp mste rmai xpenah dga kn), sate (ayam,daging, perut, limpa), murtabak (feveret nie..murtabak pahang sucks-mahal,kecik xsedap-), bihun goreng, gulai ikan masin nanas dan byk lg lauk2 sampingan..so,aku pn.. ( part nie terpakse dibuang kerana mengalami unsur ganas yang keterlaluan )

-MASJID-
Haa, nie la part sebenar yg aku nk highlight dlm post nie..Ayah jd imam terawih mlm nie..lame dah xjd makmum ayah..em, dipendekkan cite, lepas terawih ade tazkirah by Ust. Ahmad Din..
Nie je ape yg sempat aku tangkap:

Mencari "Taqwa kepada Allah" di bulan Ramadhan.

Ka'ab bin Malik pernah ditnya oleh Umar Al-Khattab tentang Taqwa..
Umar bertanya, "Wahai Ka'ab, apakah taqwa?"Ka'ab bertanya kembali kepada Umar "Pernahkah kamu berjalan di suatu jalan yg dipenuhi duri-duri di mlm yg gelap?" Umar menjawab, "ya, aku pernah" Ka'ab bertanya kembali, "Apakah yg kamu lakukan untuk melintasi jalan tersebut?" Umar menjawab, " Aku mengangkt jubah ku, dan berjalan dengan penuh berhati-hati agar tidak terpijak duri tersebut". Ka'ab pn berkata, " Itulah Taqwa".

Kesimpulan dari kisah tersebut, taqwa ialah kita takut dan berhati-hati daripada melakukan dosa dan perkara2 yang tidak disukai oleh Allah.

Ada 4 perkara yang kita bole lakukan.

1) Muhasabah - Menilai Diri
Di sepertiga mlm, kita cuba renung balik ape yg kite lakukan..cube hitung berapa byk amalan yg dah kita lakukan, berapa pulak dosa yg dah kita buat..dan berapa byk pulak bekalan yg kita dah sediakan untuk hari akhirat? Allah berfirman yg bermaksud " Dan Aku mengilhamkan kepada kamu dua jalan yakni Fujur ( dosa) dan Taqwa" (Asy-Syams ayat 8)

2)Muraqabah- Mendekatkan diri
Merasakan kita dekat dengan Allah, dan sekiranya kita tidak dpt merasakn dekat dgn Allah, yakinlah bahawa Allah sentiasa dekat dengan kita dan sentiasa melihat kita.
"Tidak akan berzina seorg penzina itu jika ketika itu, dia beriman kpd Allah, dan tidak mencuri seorg pencuri, jika ketika itu, dia beriman kepada Allah." Jika kita yakin bahawa Allah sentiasa dekat dan memerhatikan kita, nescaya jd biru muka kita kerana malu dengan perbuatan kita di hadapan Allah.

3)Mu'aqabah - Menghukum diri
Kisah yg terbaik dlm perbuatan menghukum diri ialah kisah Umar Al-khattab.
Suatu ketika, Umar sedang sibuk dengan urusan pentadbiran sehingga terlewat waktu solat Asarnya. Terlewat ye, bukannya terkeluar waktu. Lalu dye berasa sgt sedih dan menyesal, lalu menghukum dirinya dengan memerdekakan dua org hambanya.
Dan di suatu ketika yg lain, di waktu solat maghrib Umar sedang sibuk menguruskan ladang tamarnya, sehingga nampak dua butir bintang ( maknanya, dah gelap cket..slalu maghrb kn cm cerah, xnampak bintang..),apabila tiba di masjid, dye xsempat nk berjamaah bersama sahabat laen..lalu dia pn menghukum dirinya dengan menginfaqkan ladang tamarnya kepada sahabat2..

Nilailah diri kita, bandingkan dengan kehebatan sahabat2 dahulu..bagaimana keimanan mereka dengan kita. Realiti sekarang, perbuatan melambat2kn waktu solat menjadi fenomena yg biasa dan dianggap remeh.."awal lg, relek la..bukannya aku xsolat" itulah perkataan yg slalu kedengaran saban waktu..mampukah kita menjadi seperti Umar dlm menghukum diri? Tepuk dada, tanya Iman

4)Mujahadah - Bersungguh-sungguh
Bersungguh-sungguh dlm melakukan ibadah, terutama di bulan ramadhan ini. Ibadah yg sederhana dan berterusan lebih baik dr ibadah yg hebat tetapi terputus-putus. Istiqamah dalam melakukan ibadah.

Itu je yang sempat disedut dan mampu dikongsikan bersama..IAllah, jika bole dpt detail, aku update lg..so, later then....
Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa :)

La Tahzan - Syeikh 'Aaidh ibn Abdullah al- Qarni

2009-09-02T02:03:00.011+08:00

Currently reading this book, "Don't Be Sad (La Tahzan)" by 'Aaidh ibn Abdullah al-Qarni..Given by my most precious friend :) It is indeed a great book..Guiding us on how to manage our life, control our anger, problem management, positive thinking and numerous guidance and strategies on managing daily life matters based on Islamic Views..It gives answer to the doubt that besiege us when we are afflicted with hardship or depression...Even an Islamic version of "Law of Attraction" were included (Mayb some of u never heard bout it).. Each of the guidance in this book were truly based on Al-Quran and As-Sunnah. Im amaze to find that almost every pages in this book were filled with Quranic verse as their sources, which means that all the solutions towards our hardshipr is originated from Al-Quran itself. This book provide us with the Islamic approach to deal with the trial and tribulation of life. It uses simple phrases and has an excellent topic frame which will simplify our reading and understanding.

Here are some phrases from this book:
"If you are truthful with yourself and have a firm, solid resolve, you will undoubtedly convince yourself of the following: Today is my last day to live. When u achieve this attitude, you will profit from every moment of your day, by developing ur personality, expanding ur abilities and purifying ur deeds. Then u say to yourself:
Today I shall be refined in my speech and will utter neither evil speech nor obscenity. Also, I shall not backbite.
Today I shall organize my house and my office. They will not be disorderly chaotic, but organized and neat.
Today I will be particular about my bodily cleanliness and appearance. Today I will strive to be obidient to my Lord, pray in the best manner possible, do more voluntary acts of righteousness, recite the Quran and read beneficial books.
Today I will try help others - to visit the sick, to attend a funeral, to guide the one who is lost and to feed the hungry. I will pay respect to the scholar,be merciful to the young, and reverent to the old.
O' past that has departed away and is gone, I will not cry over you. You may not see me remembering you, not even for a moment, because u have travelled away never to return.
O' future, you are in the realm of the unseen, So i will not be obsessed by your dreams. I will not be preoccupied about what is to come because tomorrow is nothing and has not yet been created.
'Today is my only day' is one of the most important statements in the dictionary of happiness, for those who desire to live life in its fullest splendor and brilliance. "

Actually, im not really interested in reading books, and i hardly read one..but after I read a few chapters of this book, i found that it is quiet interesting and useful in our life especially for students like us who will definitely facing such hardship in life. Lastly, I would highly suggesting this book to be one of ur reading materials. May u found something througout ur reading.. Have fun reading~~

"Having knowledge without practicing them is like having trees without a fruits"

What Did I Do Today - Dawud Wharnsby Ali

2009-08-30T17:53:00.008+08:00

Oh the moon has come, the day is done,
the night has covered up the sun,
I have stood so often before you to pray,
but I wonder Allah, tell me, what did I do today?
Did I remember the words of Al-Fatihah?
Did I take time to thank you for all that I have?
Did I call on you to guide my way?
Tell me what did I do today?

I have whispered to you as I made Ruku
Subhana Rabey'yal Adheem.
But was my faith bright or grey?
Oh Allah, tell me, what did I do today?
Did I smile at my brother?
Was I kind to my Mother?
Did I teach another something I know?
Or did my love of this world lead me astray?
Tell me what did I do today?

Sami Allah hu liman hamida
Rabbana Lakal Hamd.
Sami Allah hu liman hamida
Rabbana Lakal Hamd.

Though I've bowed to you with my face in the dust,
Subhana Raby'yal a`la.
The blessings you give I could never repay.
Oh Allah, tell me, what did I do today?
Did I use my time?
Did I use my mind?
If I search my heart what will I find?
The light of your guidance is a glimmering ray,
Tell me, what did I do today?
Oh Allah, Tell me what did I do today?

Music And MusiCaL InstruMent....How DoeS IsLaM Stand to tHeM??

2009-08-30T05:31:00.022+08:00

Recently, i have been doing some research on how Islam stand on Music and Musical Instruments.

Found that there is no clear evidence about the prohibition of music and musical instruments in Al-Quran.However, there were some conflict between Islamic scholar regarding the matter. Let us discussed them in details.

AGAINST
Some of the scholars were saying that music and musical instrument were totally prohibited in Islam and they support their stand by saying that "music and singing is a sin and cause for the sickening and weakening of the heart." Imam Ibn Tamiyyah said regarding the person, whose habit is to listen to music, "His state of emotions become less passionate when he hears the Qur'an.On the contrary, when he listens to instruments of the devils(music), he dances a lot. If the prayer is established, he either prays while sitting down or performs it as fast as when the roaster picks seeds. He dislike listening to the Qur'an and does not find beauty in it while reciting it."
The prophet s.a.w said, "From among my nation there will be those who render as lawful adultery, silk (for men), Al-Khamr (alcohol) and musical instruments." [Al-Bukhari]
In another version of this narration, Rasulullah s.a.w said: “Most certainly, people from my Ummah will consume liquor which they will describe with some other name. Over their heads will be playing musical instruments and singing girls. Allah will cause the earth to swallow them, and from among them He will transform into apes and pigs.” (Ibn Maajah)
In Al-Quran :
"And of mankind he who purchases idle talks to mislead (people) from the Path of Allah without knowledge, and takes it (the Path of Allah) by way of mockery. For such there will be a humiliating torment." (Luqman 31:6)
Al-Wahidi, along with other scholars of Tafsir (explaining the Quran), said that "Idle Talk" in this Ayat is singing. This Tafsir was given by the following companions: ibn Abbas, ibn Masud, Mujahid and Ikrimah (RU).
Ibn Masud (RA) said,"By Allah (SWT), whom there is no God except Him, idle talk is singing."

Sheikh Abdulaziz bin Baz was asked about listening to music and songs, "Is it Haram?" I only listen to it for pleasure. What about playing the Rababah (a kind of guitar) and old songs?
"Listening to music is Haram and a sin. It is a matter that leads to weakening the hearts and abandoning the Dhikr of Allah (SWT) and the prayer. The scholars said about the Ayat, "And of mankind he who purchases idle talks…" (31:6), that idle talks means singing. Abdullah ibn Masud (RA), the Prophet’s (SAW) companion, used to swear by Allah (SWT) that it is singing. If singing is accompanied by the Rababah, ‘Ud (Arabic guitar), fiddles or drums, it is even more Haram. Any singing with any instrument is Haram and the scholars are unanimous on this. "

AGREE
(TO BE CONTINUED...)

MY VIEWS
Please take note that im not trying to give out any fatwa or anything related to it, its just to answer my curiosity upon the topics and share them with u.From all of my sources which includes internet,books and magazines, i've found that there were no specific answer to this question. Therefore, i conclude that it is totally depends on ourselves. After u have properly studied the matter, then u will surely found the answer in it. However, i would like to remind all of u NOT to freely giving out any fatwa regarding the matter.
"Imam Malik (may Allah be pleased with him) who said: “It was not the habit of those who preceded us, the early pious Muslims, who set good example for the following generations, to say, 'This is halal , and this is haram . But, they would say, ‘I hate such-and-such, and maintain such-and-such, but as for halal and haram , this is what may be called inventing lies concerning Allah. Did not you hear Allah's Statement that reads, 'Say: Have you considered what provision Allah has sent down for you, how you have made of it lawful and unlawful? Say: Has Allah permitted you, or do you invent a lie concerning Allah?” (Yunus: 59) For, the halal is what Allah and His Messenger made lawful, and the haram is what Allah and His Messenger made unlawful."
Therefore, Muslims must be aware of it.I advise you and others to read the Quran and keep remembering Allah (SWT). This way, one will find pleasure and at the same time gain blessing from Allah.
For those who have some knowledge regarding this matter, please leave me ur comment.Thanks..

Best Regards,
5yS

First Step into BloggerS WorLD

2009-08-30T03:47:00.008+08:00

Its not really the first step..i've been doing these blog thingy before and i found that it's a wasting of time..but is it true?? Does blogging really badly impacting our lyfe? or is it just me..who are hardly managing my own life...
I've been thinking for quite some time about this matter and one of my lecturer once said something like this : "everything that were created by Allah in this world is good and beneficial for us..Its our own fault for misusing the good and turned them to evil.."
After hearing those fantastic phrase, i've decided, why not using blog as a a medium for improving my life instead of blaming them because of my own foolishness..Do not terminate everything that u think is not giving u any benefits..instead, try to solve them..who knows, ur life might turned to be better....
Sometimes, the things that u are afraid of might be something that u may really need in the future....
Wallahua'lam
So, here I am...Striving towards the betterment of life...
May Allah Bless Me and Us all...IAllah..
And I think Its not too late to say " Ahlan Wasahlan Ya Ramadhan Kareem"

"Wahai manusia! Apabila Ramadhan tiba, sesungguhnya pintu-pintu syurga dibukakan bagimu, maka mintalah kepada Tuhanmu agar tidak pernah menutupkannya bagimu. Pintu-pintu neraka tertutup. maka mohonlah kepada Rabbmu untuk tidak akan pernah dibukakan bagimu. Syaitan-syaitan terbelenggu , maka mintalah agar ia tidak lagi pernah menguasaimu."